Hello all.
Well for about a week now I’ve been doing the weightwatchers points diet. So far I’ve done pretty well with losing 2lb. Which I’m most pleased about and I’m going to keep going. However there is one slight problem…
NO ONE HARDLY PRAISES/SUPPORTS ME AT ALL.
It’s mainly the parents what i’m poking the finger at and here’s why…
Ever since I was younger I was always bigger then the other girls. This didn’t bother me until I was about 12 and my mum started saying ‘lose some weight your getting to big’. At first it was bearable until these past few months I just couldnt take it anymore. All the time she is comparing me to other people saying ‘Your gonna be like that person’. Or she would tell me about her friends who were fat and say ‘It’s to late for her now’. She’s also been really cruel with me as well saying ‘You look like a tramp’ and ‘Don’t come into school looking like that and being that big. Lose some weight and maybe you can help at the school.’ This is when I offered to help her during the time I was free.
How can a parent say that to her child? Now there is ‘Cruel to be kind’ but she doe’s it in the worse way possible which doe’s not work. If she really wanted to help her she’d would say ‘hows the diet going?’ or ‘I’ll help you with making something’ but no it’s never like that is it? Also my dad’s on my case as well. Again never supports me…
At least Dan’s being a little supportive, but I wish he was a bit more though. Sometimes I think how can he love a obese girl?’ (My BMI is obese) but I guess you see them whats on the inside not the outside.
Also I’m annoyed with another thing, but it doesn’t matter.
Will write another one when I’ve calmed down.
